A dream that will never be true

A spaceship for a present is really only a dream that will never happen having another video game console is also another dream so what's a dream and what's reality I wonder the truth but no one knows unless they find it themselves so what am I thinking and what am I dreaming of no one knows but I........................ Even now I still don't know what I want that's is really a headache so what is reality and what is fantasy or maybe I'm living in my own fantasy that I can no longer return to reality I wonder that question for so long.......................